
There comes a time when we can no longer continue to hide. Can't hide what we've done forever. Whether it was a mistake or not something still happened. What I've just wrote sounds complex but It's not . The less people know, the better right? I'm not so sure about that in this case. You see, I've made some mistakes recently and I don't know if I can hide something this intense. I'm good at hiding everything/keeping things from everyone but this is something you can't hide forever . I screwed up big time. I admit that but I wish it didn't have to change anything. "They fought a lot because they were the biggest hypocrites known to man kind, but my god, they loved each other". I hope that's the case for me . I am a huge hypocrite but I can't help it. Everyday I black out for a minute or so . I get an intense flashback about a tragedy that happened . I've come to the conclusion it's because I never get over something or I bottle it up but I also feel like it's nobodies business and nobody deserves to know because I don't like anyone really, I maybe care about 4 people in this world? It's not that I'm selfish because I don't really take care of myself or care about myself that much I just can't put up with most people. I don't give a shit about anything really. I just need to go out and do something fun and take the edge off ....... legally . Suggestions?
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