hey it's me

So, that's me. Picking out what to wear tomorrow. Nothing special . Alexander McQueen scarf worn as a shirt. Kind of weird? Looks sort of cute I guess. I think I might possibly post webcam quality outfits of mine until I get a new Nikon. Although I'm not sure ?

so fine - sean paul

oh em gee

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5:08pm

Taylor has new hair. I don't care for this girl but I liked the pictures. Her hair looks good short and long. Regardless still pretty. Notice the push up bra? lol

drugs in my body - designer drugs

DK

You made me who I am today. You are the person who had the most impact on my life unfortunately. Past three years have been insane and you took a big part in those experiences. I've never wrote about you because it's hard to remember because you're a regret. You helped me through the tough times but they wouldn't have happened if you didn't do the things you did. It's my fault for never letting go . I was the only person there for you 100%. I would have done absolutely anything for you because I cared. I don't and I swear to god, I will NOT put myself through that again. You broke me down. Made me pick up all the pieces time after time. It never got old. Same situations with bigger consequences to risk. You we're just one big risk. Being friends wasn't enough but I can't imagine what my life would have been if you weren't there. It's been a year without you but I don't think we can go back to the way things used to be. It's too late. I'm glad you finally grew up and caught up to me but I don't think I could handle hanging out and what not. Every bone in my body says to keep it neutral. I have so much leverage proving to me things would go horribly wrong again. People change? sometimes. I know I certainly did. Although people like you never change. You weren't there for me when I needed you most. When things got tough you picked up and left. I didn't understand then and I still don't now. I want to see you but if that means sacrificing everything I try not be anymore...not sure if you're worth it. You only care about yourself and you only want me when I'm not there anymore. Maybe this is just a bad idea. I got a good thing going for me right now. Don't invade it and ruin it. I'm still weak enough to make bad choices. Please don't take advantage of that.

are you worth it?

new divide - linkin park

guess who!

A few of my favorite outfits of Mischa from the past 2 weeks or so. She seems like she's busy. Promoting her new tv show for the fall and what not. I seriously don't understand how someone can be THAT gorgeous. I want to hang her on my wall and just stare at her like she is art (LOL). Enjoy your weekend kids. And when I say 'stay out of trouble' I really mean it.

go dj- lil wayne

lohan

Lindsay is my girl crush. I know she's a dirty coke whore or something but she is pretty hot. Red hair decent fashion sense and bad reputation. HOT. I think me and her would be pretty good friends to be honest. I just love her natural hair and freckles though.

known

Weirdest thing just happened. My friend was telling me about this blog she was reading a little while ago and she just found out it was mine. I don't really go walking around telling everyone I have a blog so I guess I can see how that happened. I'm not busy at all these days. I don't go out often and when I do it's not for long. I feel myself pulling away from everyone. I don't know if it's good or not but it's really strange. I need to shut up and blog more about fashion. I will, I promise!

hunting for witches - bloc party (crystal castles remix)

Stay Gold

I don't know where to start. This week has felt like months. I did a lot of wrong stuff this week. Slowly I'm recovering but fortunately I am learning from it. This week has probably been one of the hardest weeks in a long time but it's over. It's all over now. I think for a while I'm just going to chill out a bit. Stay out of trouble and change some personal things/habits. Instead of trying to better myself I made everything worse. I am an avoider. I avoid things I can't handle . In this case it was with substances. I felt like nothing mattered. I didn't care about anything because I didn't have anything to loose. Although I did loose myself and my morals and everything I am usually against. Maybe I'll be grateful for what happened because of what I learned but I never want to go through that again. I also missed my blog terribly. I'm not usually someone to apologize because I'm stubborn but I was thinking of scenarios where what if the last thing you said to someone was something hurtful and you would never be able to talk to them again because an unfortunate event? I just don't want to live with something like that. So I'm taking it one day at a time. Trying to get my head on straight. Sorry for the disappointment. Stay gold .

tape song - the kills

FML

GROUNDED

newbornhippy.com is closed until further notice.

I'm sorry.

90's child

I was born in the 90's well..1993 to be exact. I really wish i was born earlier so that I could be a teenager in the 90's. It's probably my favorite decade (besides the 70's of coarse). Life just seemed awesome in that decade. The fashion too. The grunge and the acid wash and all that stuff. I adore it. I'm really glad it's coming back in style. 90's child pride!

Enjoy your weekend kids.

what ever happened - the strokes

i gotta feeling

I think finally it might be okay to let someone in ? Well I have someone in mind. About an hour ago I had my last exam. Officially NO MORE SCHOOL. I'm so stoked right now like you don't even understand. I can't stop smiling. I don't know why I'm so happy but whatever this is awesome. I have barely eaten all week. I need some food. I've been so stressed and now its all over. I feel like I can breath again. Just so you know... The more comments you guys make ... the more often I'd post. So it's up to you guys. When I see little to no comments makes me not want to blog. That's why things have been slow lately.

i gotta feeling -BEP

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Pride

Ugh I'm honestly so ASDFGHJK feeling right now. I don't understand whats with people and their pride. I know that you might have a lot of pride in yourself and it refrains you from doing certain things for respect factors in yourself but when it's preventing you from doing things you should be doing theres a problem. When it makes you run from all your problems and not face them because you got too much pride to admit you're wrong well thats just bullshit. Swallow your pride. Please. For those who have to put up with you and those you want to help you make some effort. Can anyone relate? I mean, I have a lot of pride but I don't let it get in the way of my life. Anyways, I'm so excited for the weekend. School this week is bullshit.

"I turn my head to the eastI don't see nobody by my sideI turn my head to the westStill nobody in sightSo I turn my head to the north, Swallow that pillThat they call prideThe old me is dead and gone"

Dead and gone - T.I